CHIT BLUE

Thursday, November 18, 2010

I'VE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH YOU

its hard to explain but its there its true...

if only you could look me in the eye and see that it reflects only you...

you know what??? i am not gonna speak in riddles...

you keep asking me who but i am never gonna tell you...

the day i tell you...

i hope for me to be yours...

just look me once in the eye and it would be the best day that i've ever lived...

hello... i love you

THINK AGAIN WILL YEA

Monday, November 15, 2010

LIKE BUTTERFLIES

cause everytime you ask who???

i say...

YOU

ONCE AGAIN

i dreamt of you and this time you said...

YES

its been years... well actually days since i last blogged... guess i was being a good girl... waka waka... in your dreams... hahaha... so i am so damn lazy to blog about my life but i dropped by to say that my English presentation was fucked and i still exist...

DREAM

Monday, November 08, 2010

DIWALI GALORE

and it was the time of the freaking year they all call deepavali... i didn't get myself new clothes... sorry not in the mood... my cousins came down and so i had to be with them... my sis went to klang to celebrate but i was not allowed to go to my friends house in klang... like wtf... i was super emo because of that... but i was just too happy to care... i was first confused on which temple to go to but finally He led me to the right place... He led me to Him... massive crowd i tell you... i could not even enter but trust me it was worth it... i will tell you all about it... so then we went to another temple and home and i got the best vegetarian cooking in town... mummy curry... its usually always mutton curry but my cousins were vegetarian and i was also so all also veg lah... then we relaxed and i can't remember what happen... oh yeah my parents went to my uncle's house and we weren't invited so i decided to do the kolam... removed the last night's kolam and was up with mine... beautiful it went... then my mom calls and says that we are invited... so my sis and i drive there... awesomeness... so we went and came back and i started on the kolam to finish it before my parents came home... but... it was not finish and i used my sister's tea lights till it nearly finished and so she was pissed and she was mad and we did not play fire crackers... so sad... she is so up to my neck lah... and so i just sat on my dad's car looking at the empty starless sky as the wind blows out all the candles... good for her she can have her candles back... and i was just admiring my kolam that no one did... my uncle said it was nice when he came the next morning... ya ya whatever... that was my deepavali... no friend's open house... no fire crackers... no stars... no celebration... but it was noisy yet peaceful... and here comes the BEST PART

I went to my favourite Sentul temple and so there i was outside not being able to enter but you know what.. despite my sis waiting for me like a vulture i still kept praying and praying and praying till i reached the front of the temple... right in front of Him... and my dad asked if i wanted and ang pau and i said yes and i made him give me RM10.00 and i happily gave it to the priest wishing that man Happy Deepavali... so nice to have acknowledged the priest... he is a good man... and since i saved money i could give RM1.00 to the temple piggy bank... everyone had to push their money in but my money just fell in smoothly... so happy that He accepted my money with ease... i didn't see the peacocks well but the best of the best was the fact that i finally saw that Chinese man... he used to be a priest helper and he always gave me sour rice when i went to the temple... the other when i came he wasn't there and i missed him as he got on the bus... today he was there by the pillar and i held his hand and wished him Happy Deepavali... this was the most beautiful part of my Deepavali... He made it all happen... He is really there...

PEACE CAME FROM WITHIN