SO LONG, FAREWELL

IT'S ONLY JUST THE BEGINNING

DONE WITH SCREWING

and so today my exams were officially done with and it was fucked... especially the last two... accounts and econs the most unexpected hard core shit of all times... been getting distinctions all the way and here comes my very first pass i hope not... what am i to do... go 1U...

LEPAK

TIME TO BOOK THE BOOKS

lets get geeky...

NERDS

LIFE AS WE KNOW IT

when you wake up every morning and feel the sun...

THAT'S LIFE

REALITY CHECK

i feel so damn INSECURE now... i feel FAT like a fucking bitch... and i feel IGNORED like what jez always says... i feel STUPID like hell... i feel like a LOSER like serious shit...

when in the world am i going to be me... i am me... its just that you don't see it... maybe i should go for my own standards and leave the bastards behind...

help me get to the real world...

oh god have some sympathy...

FOOL

HEADACHES AND HEARTACHES

bla bla bla and after a billion days i get my super semi-annual or whenever-it-wants-to-come-annual headache... i think its a migrane... the longer the hair the more frequent... it hurt still in the morning today but now its flown away i guess...

headaches are so common, its the heartache thats commonly unique... i've had pain and this time it ain't no love... well yeah Chong Wei lost but even that does not hurt as much as being worried...

Dear God... i swear to God You exist... and i believe You will help me out on this one...

today was a fresh start and as soon as i left the car, You put a smile on my face.

Here's the beautiful story:

It was Kartigai the festival to celebrate the birth of Lord Muruga. Everyone would light lamps all over the house at night. Sometimes it would rain and things would go hay wire but this time it was kinda awesome. So there was this girl and here mom. Her mom lit the lamps and placed one on each pillar at the front gate. After everything was done they went into the house. While the mother was placing the lamps the girl would check on every lamp and light it again if the wind blew. The lamp on the left pillar kept blowing out and she knew not what to do. The other lamps were kinda fine except that very one. It blew out about three times and when she was about to finally enter the house it simply blew out again.

she walked straight to that lamp... lit it again... sang it a holy song... and called out "Dear Muruga, please save this lamp from blowing out"

The lamp never blew out that night till the last drop of oil was finished.

JOY

LOOKING RIGHT AT YOU

every time our eyes meet there's a rush in my heart and i gain a new found strength to live and love you more...

when your eyes coincide with mine...

THERE'S MAGIC

I WONDER

life really can bring out the worst in you sometimes... but thats ok with me... life is easy but we'd rather turn it into a complicated game... like hello... live it baby... live it real good... i'm so full of complains but you know what... life on this earth is the best thing that has ever happened to me...

LOVE LIFE

YOU WERE MINE

I WISH

I'VE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH YOU

its hard to explain but its there its true...

if only you could look me in the eye and see that it reflects only you...

you know what??? i am not gonna speak in riddles...

you keep asking me who but i am never gonna tell you...

the day i tell you...

i hope for me to be yours...

just look me once in the eye and it would be the best day that i've ever lived...

hello... i love you

THINK AGAIN WILL YEA