A TIGER IN A CAGE, CAN NEVER SEE THE SUN

this feeling is like no other, not speaking feels so wrong, your face always brings me a smile, but today i'm about to cry...

THIS DIVA NEEDS HER STAGE, BABY LET'S HAVE FUN.

DAZED, CONFUSED, PRETTY

it's so miserable to know that i'm out of love but back in again... it's a crazy thought i know and i know i shouldn't have such a feeling anymore, anyhow for anyone especially you... you make me very angry yet complete... i'm actually never complete but it's the you that puts a smile on my face but now that i'm in love with you, the smile is kind of fading away... i'm just hoping this is just the facade of the affection i'm getting from the very you... you're brave, bold, kind, sweet, and so peculiar yet wonderful... i don't want this to be real... we would never make a perfect match anyways... i feel so unworth sometimes but you just never fail to make me think... oh gosh this really is killing me... i just want to avoid you for the rest of my life eventhough you look so perfect to me in everyway...

You and I are...

WORTH IT

PECULIAR LITTLE AWESOMENESS

sometimes i'm timid, sometimes i'm scared,
life is kinda rocky, but i don't give a damn.
i just feel like puking, i'd just feel brand new,
if i never met you, my life won't be so blue.

rocky, shaky, relationship and all,
make wanna bang my head straight into a wall.
blue eyes, tornado, spinning in my head,
goodnight, i hate you, i am off to bed.

life is so pretty, even with you around,
somehow, somethings, will never touch the ground.
it's not gravity, it's not love, it's just your stinky face,
this is, my life, and it's only the preface.

I'M SO PERFECT

TIME WAS ALWAYS THERE

the fact is...
IT NEVER WAS

MY SIMPLE LIFE

it's like everything is moving so fast and i'm simply down to tears but i'm never down to tears but i'm just broken inside... assignments a galore... and the very him makes me want to puke... if i knew life was this miserable i would have just chosen to skip it when i had the chance in my previous life i suppose... i feel like i'm not making sense now and yes i still believe in god... and as for you... you're going to miss me so bad cause i mean more to you than any other bitch that you're trying so hard for... so take me baby or leave me... don't leave me... hell has arrived and i'm going to live with it like nothing has ever happened... this my dear people... i call...

LIFE

KARTI DIL KUMAR

some kid... i ain't know who... heard about him through the grape vine... well now he's missing but that's okay cause he's gone somewhere better... but why is the question... why so soon... why hurt the one's living... why make me think so deep when i don't even know him... see his friends all moaning for him... some even gone crazy... heard the mom's left alone only with a another kid in coma... so dear god... i pray for him and his family and his friends... but before i do that... you... you just tell me...

WHY? 

6 BIG STONES

pray

read holy book

read 30 minutes of a motivational book

3 hours of study

do 20 minutes of exercise

read 1 hour of current business news

dad says i have to do this everyday and he keeps nagging at me to do this... zzz... but he is right... he calls it the very important 6 big stones... i call it...

HELLISH HEAVEN

7 HEAVEN

rice

milo

cheese

chocolate

ice-cream

sweets

fizzy drinks

in hell...

INDULGE

MY DISNEY LITTLE LOVE

in silence... with a smile... i often think of you...

IT'S LOVE

I'M BACK I'M BORED I'M BIZZARRE

and so exams were over and i had a bunch of crap to do... got sounding like fuck so many times... had fun had misery... and missed you... so imma let the pictures do the talking...

THURSDAY

 vikram's birthday

went home late and got held by two people who look like this and wanted money to eat that donut and coffee and i was the only bitch in the car with five other guys whom i trust more than the ones in the picture

FRIDAY

went snowflakes with yugesh, may, apps, vik and saw shinji... it was a random plan

watched world invasion... another random plan... yugesh nearly lost his beenie

SATURDAY

got sounding... had to do chores

turned house into this

SUNDAY

hospital fun



take care of papito

MONDAY

bought two suits for new year

drove like a demon... got sounding

TUESDAY

suppose to be doing my GDP

instead doing this

so that's my life so far

ZZZZZ