MY APPS TURNS 19

BITCHHHHH

my super duper apps... imma give you a hug once you get ur break time... haha... the charming, sexy, annoying yet smart food eating machine turn 19 today... i hope all your wishes come true... and i love you so very much for always being there... all the late night chats and the midnight calls and of course all the bitching and bitching around... my worthy little friend... low wei suan... may god bless you and have a great great day... you  will... because i will be around hahaaaaa.... lovessssssss sugar pie... muax muax... and...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

YEARS AND BACK

wow my last post was on the 7th of july... exams a galore and all and finally got my results... honestly i died to blog and so i somehow came to college but now i've lost all my mood to blog after nearly an hour of surfing the net... so i googled "no mood to blog" and the first image that appeared was this... sooooo cute right?... i just had to post this picture since i'm not doing serious bloggin anyways... haha quite serious actually... already typing so much... it just comes naturally... loveeee selena gomez haha... ok honestly those cute little puppies should not wear pink... i so would not have picked this picture if that second puppy wasn't wearing blue... lol... ok lah... lemme now update you with some bad ass shit...

passed my exams with 2 1st class... 2 2nd class upper... 2 2nd class lower and that was for both my accounts... dad scolded... sis not happy... life sucks... 2 months hols now to go... must study IMA and IFA...

Muruga is always with me and i love Him... was not suppose to be veg for Aadi Masam but the Ambal in the temple just won my heart and so i decided to fast for the month... so it's a month of holy festivities now... haiz never go see my sayang Murugan also in his temple... i'm such a bad ass...

missing someone dearly... and also i've been so temperamental with them... how sad... also very disappointed with the fact that some of my friends failed especially IMA... i hope they all do well and come back in October to be together as a happy family... wooohooo...

want to go London but dad is just being so arrrrghhhh...

being very useless this holidays neways the bitchy sissy already said i have to study which is true... i love her but she is so annoying sometimes... ahhh fuck it... why am i talking about her here... so like i said... soooo useless besides cleaning the shoe cupboard and toilet cupboard yesterday... haizzzzzz again...

so now what... i dunno-lah... life is so miserable at times and really i have no mood to change the fonts of this post so toodles for now... i will change the colour of the text though... okay... fineeeee.... ohhhh sakit kepala... wow are these the first malay words in my blog... niceeeee... terima kasih... terima kasih... haha

i wanted to type soemthing but forgot... lollllll.... so now what again... haiz lazy to put punctuations also... mood out and life rocks... came to college to chill my confused brain... ahhhhhhh fuck it...

BYE BYE

ALL THINGS BRITISH AND BLUE

get away, far far away, where the Queen lives to see the beauty that exists like never before...

 London Bridge

 London Eye

Big Ben

as the Thames flow so merry,

my heart swings with joy,

forever more,

LONDON

EIGHTIES BEAUTIES

 Amala

 Nathiya

 Revathy

 Shobana

Gauthami

DIVA

JADED

was rather bored and i'm actually making Jason wait for nothing while i do this... hehe... so here are some junk that i found... woots woots...

 found this pic rather fascinating and tried doing it with my fingers but failed... am i that lifeless and what is it with me and the word 'fascinating'...

 the door to a bright life is open for me... i have a week to exams but darn nothing's moving me...

 first i wish i just knew how to make one... i could really use one... but i'm fat... bzzzzz... change topic...

 Ram is into this hellish thing and i'm actually pretty fascinated with hell as well... 'fascinated' AGAIN... hell kinda makes me wanna think...

or i could simply use this... for the rest of my life?

actually found all these pics on the same page cause i was that bored and to make the title of my blog more interesting i searched for the synonym of bored on Microsoft Word... hoooooshaaah...

JADED MEANS BORED



ALL THAT TRADEGY

My exams are nearing and I haven't gotten myself a bit prepared, stuck with some GDP crap assignment without anybody and feel so darn miserable.

Not at the pink of health and constantly have to remind myself that the people around you don't really help in anyway.

Sort to look out the window and see that the Sun still would shine with or without you in my life. However, you know how incomplete I feel when you are not around. You smile, I smile kind of thing. Got to stop being sensitive over you, fuck the world and love the world in my heart.

What more can I say.

A slacker, a survivor and a sucker.

FURIOUS, FOOD & FUCK

JUST A LITTLE BIT

assignments done, a moment so fun

but i still feel...

OUT OF PLACE

A TIGER IN A CAGE, CAN NEVER SEE THE SUN

this feeling is like no other, not speaking feels so wrong, your face always brings me a smile, but today i'm about to cry...

THIS DIVA NEEDS HER STAGE, BABY LET'S HAVE FUN.

DAZED, CONFUSED, PRETTY

it's so miserable to know that i'm out of love but back in again... it's a crazy thought i know and i know i shouldn't have such a feeling anymore, anyhow for anyone especially you... you make me very angry yet complete... i'm actually never complete but it's the you that puts a smile on my face but now that i'm in love with you, the smile is kind of fading away... i'm just hoping this is just the facade of the affection i'm getting from the very you... you're brave, bold, kind, sweet, and so peculiar yet wonderful... i don't want this to be real... we would never make a perfect match anyways... i feel so unworth sometimes but you just never fail to make me think... oh gosh this really is killing me... i just want to avoid you for the rest of my life eventhough you look so perfect to me in everyway...

You and I are...

WORTH IT

PECULIAR LITTLE AWESOMENESS

sometimes i'm timid, sometimes i'm scared,
life is kinda rocky, but i don't give a damn.
i just feel like puking, i'd just feel brand new,
if i never met you, my life won't be so blue.

rocky, shaky, relationship and all,
make wanna bang my head straight into a wall.
blue eyes, tornado, spinning in my head,
goodnight, i hate you, i am off to bed.

life is so pretty, even with you around,
somehow, somethings, will never touch the ground.
it's not gravity, it's not love, it's just your stinky face,
this is, my life, and it's only the preface.

I'M SO PERFECT