It's been a while. Well that's just my basic start up. I'm always in the mood but at lost for words but today I simply must. Whatever comes let it be. I'll just write what's running in my tangled brain, mind or whatever you call it that is controlled by the heart.
So, well, practically, today officially or unofficially marks 2 years since I last cut my hair like literally okay not literally. I've had a few trims here and there but not like the official chop off session which I did back then. Well the exact date was 28th of September if I'm not wrong. It should be a Thursday but still I prefer leaving it as the 1st of October since well it's much easier to recall shit like this on very general dates.
But today also marks the unofficial 2nd year of other things as well. Well I suppose a lot of thing happened on this very date officially 2 years ago on the 1st of October 2012.
It was my official hair cut off date.
It was the first day of my final year.
It must have been somebody's birthday.
Somebody could have fallen in love.
I could have fallen in love.
Anything can happen.
Anything could have happened.
But here I am writing while waiting for many more splendours to happen.
Should I cut my hair? is a very powerful yet disturbing question that is running in my head.
I don't know.
Oh well, anyway, today me and the S7 went to watch Annabelle and it's pretty disturbing for the fact that it has no ending. SUCKS.
But what's nice was I remember this day.
The 1st of October 2014.
Two years too long baby.
Things are so near yet so far. I don't know. Maybe I'll wait another year. Two of everything ain't always good. Three is a crowd but it loosens my doubt.
When you dislike a person's ways but like the person itself it's always hard to gauge what you actually want out of them for yourself. In the end it's just another selfish world of a façade.
The day I cut my hair might just be the day I will never grow or fall out of love.
I can't put an end to this just like my hair.
NOT JUST YET
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