CLASPING A CHAOS CREATING CURIOSITY

I dedicate this to all the overthinkers out there, for a cat may have nine lives but our curiosity is infinite. If you acknowledge that you have a disorder whether it's mild or magnificent just remember this. Your mind is a wonderland, be your own Alice!

I cannot seem to undo the thoughts. 
Bogging me down even when my mind is drought. 
For what it's worth, it's definitely not.
My mind like that of a cat I'd adopt. 

Compress! Compress!
These thoughts only depress!
As much as I try to really suppress!
Nope, sorry but I'm not impressed!

What if? Oh no! Did I make a mess?
Questions! I'm boggled! More and not less!
My actions, reactions and words that digress.
Oh, you're hopeless, no you're not blessed!

But why? I cry, till my tears run dry.
I'm a hatter, it don't matter, my mind will not try,
To shut it, and put it, away with a lie.
I'll serve you my brains sizzling and fried.

Will you handle it? And cradle it? And water it to cool.
I'll never let your hands drown my mind in a pool.
I'm baffled, I'm frazzled, I sound like a fool.
My thoughts that hike mountains with anxiety, the mule.

Overthinking till I rot?
Is this all I've got?
Will I ever finish the plot?
Or will I end it with a comma, simply below the dot?

I will...

NOT!