A YELLOW HEART

No, the cupcakes were not made by me for you. 

Yes, I stole it from the internet "Internet For All" innit. 

DEAR YELLOW FELLOWS,

Hello :)

So basically I would like to dedicate this post to all my lovely colleagues, seniors and friends over at DiGi and so here I am typing away to say thank you to each of you individually. Well Here Goes :)

CEO

Dear Sir, Thank you for having me in this wonderful place full of wonderful people. It's been such an honour and pleasure. Thanks for taking a picture with us interns during the CFD. Take care sir and God Bless You.

THE FINANCE TEAM

Karl - Thank you sir for having me in your wonderful team full of amazing and supportive people. It was a pleasure working with DiGi and interacting with all your fellow minions. I only plucked my courage to speak to you during team building and it was a great honour. Take Care And God Bless.

Everyone - Dear All, I wish to thank all of you for your wonderful support and guidance, if I've missed out anyone who directly or indirectly connected with me before, my sincere apologies and an a bunch of thanks to you all. God Bless You.

THE HOME TEAM.

It has been the greatest pleasure working with a team of dedicated people like you all at FBP. Thank you everyone for the great projects, time and effort spent on me and thanks for the wonderful Tony Roma's treat. God Bless You.

Ivy Chew - First of all thanks for accepting me into DiGi and making me feel really comfortable even on the first day itself with the whole Pot Luck party and all. Thanks for giving me a proper review session and providing me with a wonderful team to work with here in DiGi. Also thank you so much for the multiple leave approvals you gave me LOL. Sorry if I did anything that did not satisfy you or meet your expectations. I really enjoyed this 5.5 months working under your team. To be honest I didn't know I was going to be under management accounting and I was like dreading my first week but you showed me otherwise and really I'm looking at it from a whole new perspective thanks to you and your wonderful team. Stay awesome and take care Ivy.

Kooi Chin - Dear Dear Kooi Chin, I think you are the sweetest most simple person I've ever met in my life and I adore you for that entirely. Thanks for the great morning greetings, the little laughters behind your sentences, the help to send in my resume, the little little life advices and survival tips around DiGi, the problem solving for my e-mails, and the C&O help you always give. There's nothing much for me to say, you're just a darling and stay that way forever more with that pleasant smile and simplicity. It gives peace to people and can even make their days.

Karen - I think you're the most fashionable (also corrupted) gangster woman in town and I dig that and yeah I'll confess that now. I swear to god I used to check you out all the time and it's pretty inspiring you know. You're like that go getter and empowering women kinda lady and thanks for all that health advice which I know I hardly took but will always remember and thanks for sitting down with me and giving me a talk on dressing and confidence. I yet to work on that but I'm almost there. Also thanks for all your industry experience advice and all the skills and knowledge you share with me about the thought process and keeping the end in mind when conducting a project. However, my biggest thanks to you would be for your EPIC cooking skills. I swear to god that flavour of that cheese cake will forever stay on my mind and that pork stew too. Keep inspiring young souls like me and stay hell of an awesome always.

Len Nee - Dear Sifu, thanks for being a pro teacher during our badminton sessions. I always enjoyed playing with you guys and now I have learnt how to pick up a shuttlecock thanks to you. You are an inspiring person in the sense that you believe in people and you take up challenges yourself I believe. You make a great Sifu in anything. You never failed to teach me the skills that you have and you're so kind in sharing. Thanks for teaching badminton and bowling and so much more especially about life. Thanks for having faith in me sometimes, thanks for the little life lessons, thanks for always making me smile with your little acts of kindness and coolness sometimes, thanks for your little compliments that give me a boost. Thanks for coming to my party and my mum likes you by the way. She thinks you're very nice. I've noticed you and I think you're one of the most considerate and responsible persons I've met. Take care Len Nee and rock on.

Purie - Oh Ms. Purie (yeah I'm sorry I think you're the only person I could never get that Ms. off), I saved the best for the last. I know I've been that little Dennis The Menace to you. You're always chasing me for things cause I'm the usual slack and I'm always like a light bulb. I think you've never met anyone who's much slower than me I suppose and the little bum who's always opening up so many Excel Sheets to confuse you but I hope you miss me the most because hell yeah I'm going to miss you alright. You're so structured, organized, dedicated as hell, tough, smart, intelligent and kind and I've picked up the most from you and working closely with you has been the best experience ever. You were always there to give me a helping hand whenever I needed it. You were always there to push me to think (although I know I usually don't). You were there to always coach me and you were ever willing to sit yourself down with me and have a deep chat with me about my career and that was a really fruitful talk I had with you there. You taught me the thought process. You gave me feedback from your past experiences. You even gave me positive pressure and I needed that Ms. Purie and you gave your all to me. If it weren't for you I'd be a total bum in office and it would have been one of those internships where I'd just sit around and play the typing test. You always gave me good projects to do constantly. Every minute of my internship was worth it because of you. I couldn't speak more, I couldn't say further, you have been the driver of my internship and it was a pleasure working with you. I think I would owe you the biggest apology for having had to probably pull your hair off working with a bum like me but I loved every bit of it and my sincere apologies if I ever did anything to disappoint you in anyway.

THE AFR TEAM

You guys were THE bunch of all times. I know I hanged with you guys more than I did with my own team and it was always a pleasure sitting with you guys where all the food was stored.

Carmen - I have a pretty confession to make. I always thought you were a mixture of Luna Lovegood and Ginny Weasley from Harry Potter. I really don't know why but yeah. Anyways, I know I hardly mixed with you much but I'll never forgot the most Yeng match I ever had with you for badminton and it was a pleasure working with you for the PO Receiving Accruals and sorry if I had to bug you all the time for that Carmen. Take care and stay cool.

Yung Hwa - Thanks for helping me with the ANP thing and I love your dresses. I know I hardly spoke to you as well but yeah. Take care and all the best.

Amelia - I hardly spoke to you as well as you came in after your delivery. Thanks for the Chart of Accounts I guess haha and thanks for thinking I had some Chinese influence because of my slang LOLOL. Also I learnt how to eat a Kiwi fruit with a spoon from you. Yeah I'll remember you for these little things for sure Amelia.

Karen - Dear Karen, thanks for always making me feel comfortable over at the AFR table. Thanks for all the wonderful badminton matches with you. I know I very ganas when I play with you only hahaha. But it was pure fun. Thanks for all the little small talks and pretty words that you say sometimes. Take care Karen and stay pretty always.

Chooi Foong - You were simply an amazing senior. Thanks for those great badminton games but most of all thanks for being like a wonderful Jie Jie to me by scolding me like mad for eating like a pig. It was a pleasure and total fun working with you for the field force project. Yeah I was more like on AFR's side trying not to capitalize things when I was supposed to be backing up Len Nee I know. It was pure fun and thanks to you too for making me feel really comfortable at the AFR table and how can I forget thanks for always booking rooms for me. I will always remember the great Merdeka moments I had with you and stay awesome.

Sze Fen - I have too much to say about you. You were one of the most patient and kind seniors to me. You were always so kind to teach me and clarify every single doubt I had without fail. I'm really going to miss you like crazy. I'm really going to miss having lunch with you. You're one of the most positive persons I've ever met. I'm almost in tears now talking about you. You always have nice things to say. You are always so cheerful. Your positivity just rubs on to people instantly. I'm always smiling around you. You were one of those who had so much faith in me. I will miss gyming with you and please don't forget what I said about the Power of Attraction in the gym the other time. Thanks for all the amazing selfies I took with you and god knows what else I need to thank you for Sze Fen. You're a charmer and like pixie dust. Sprinkling joy everyone. Keep sprinkling. You always make me smile. Thank you so very much and may God bless you. Love you loads big time. Your bubbly little Chit Blue.

Lee Yee - Dearest Darling Lee Yee. The senior with the constant supply of vegetarian food. Thank you soooooooo much for the great times with you. Let it be the RM2 vege shop, the RM4 vege shop, you introduced me to hell of a lot of vege shops hahaha. It was always fun to have a partner around whenever I was vegetarian. I love your spirit and goodness. You're a very mature and loving soul. I always enjoy sitting next to you although we end up talking all the time and then I get sounding from you. Hahahaha. Thanks for inviting me to your peaceful home and letting me meet your wonderful family. May God Bless You All. I'll always remember you as the girl in the pink shirt. Also I enjoyed the DiGi Treasure Hunt with you. However, Lee Yee, there's something bigger I have to thank you for. It was when I was at my weakest that you lifted me up and sat down to share my sorrow and tears. Thanks for inspiring me not to give up. To pick myself up and just move on. If it weren't for your pep talk I would not have finished what I had to do and I would have just been a hopeless human dreading my silly mistake. You're a wonderful person Lee Yee although you love to bully me that I'm fat. So bad. I'm going to miss you deeply but I know I'll always stay rejuvenated with your positive Facebook posts. Thank you for simply being you and a great Jie Jie to me. Love you long time Lee Yee and forget me not. EVER. Someday we might even teach together.

Uma - You are a great example of "Screw The World I Rock As Hell" and that's really awesome. Thanks for inviting me to be in your team for Treasure Hunt. I love your confidence and how you nag your kids during lunch. I know I wasn't very close to you but by God you are a great person and there was a reason why God changed for you to be my room mate. Uma it was not until team building that I realised what a great mother you are. Thank you for accepting me at my worst and dealing with all the shit I put you through on the Team Building night. Haha please don't blackmail me with my secrets that you now have hahahaha but I had a blast and I couldn't have done it without you. I think you're like the only one now who knows my true colours hahahaha. Bad Ass Alert. Hahahahaha. Rock On Uma & God Bless You.

Wai Harn - Dear Wai Harn, you are so soft when you speak and it's really nice hearing your voice. You speak with some kind of element and it's comforting. I enjoyed Treasure Hunting with you and most off all I enjoyed the pretty talks with you. Thanks for loving how I pull of a dress with sneakers. I love your skirts too by the way. I love how we both love London and thanks for helping me around Jonker Street but most of all thanks for working hard for me with HR. I hope to see you real soon if God willing. You're a very peaceful person and thanks for everything Wai Harn. God bless you.

THE OTHER AWESOMENESS

The whole lot of you were simply a bunch of kind awesome people. I know I hardly spoke to many of you but still you guys always played a part in my life somewhere in this internship and I thank you for that everyone.

Yen Yen - Sorry I always called you Rachel. You know you are very gangster but you were never gangster to me and I ought to thank you for that haha. You're a nice and helpful person and I always enjoyed answering your curious question and thanks for protecting me from that Bully of a Ganesh hahahaha and I enjoyed most teaching you the self protection thingy at the car park. I also think you looked adorable at team building. Stay as Yen Yen as ever.

Rachel - You are the cutest thing I've ever met. Thanks for always lending me your stationary, helping me forward my resume, having that massive talk with me during lunch once and letting me understand my true passion, booking rooms for me but mostly giving out good vibes with your happy and joyous smile and voice. Stay cute Rachel.

Alicia - Thanks for including me in the fruits mail and saying hi to me always. Loved that mint choco cake and I'm really sorry I always took your favourite spot.

Wendy - Wendy I enjoyed having breakfast with you. Thanks for the treat and talks. I know I yet to have breakfast with Merisa and you haha but there will always be another time. I enjoyed getting to know you and stay happy always Wendy.

Merisa - Thanks for loving my sister's candy and sorry I didn't catch breakfast with you.

Mior - I hardly spoke to you as well but it was fun playing laser tag with you as you were killing me multiple times and hope we meet sometime.

Nik - Dear Nik, I couldn't thank you enough for being a wonderful team player at the BPT outing. It was fun bowling with you but it was more fun constantly shooting you from upstairs in laser tag. However, Nik thank you so very much for sticking by my side when I lost my cash and ensuring I was safe enough to go home and giving me that dollar. God Bless You So Nik.

Alex - You're a pleasant soul and it was nice laser tagging with you while you and Mior were killing me non-stop. It's good to know it's a small world out there having you know my cousin. Stay awesome and it was a pleasure meeting you.

Yen - I hardly spoke to you but I have one thing to say. You work those heels like a BOSS and every time you pass by I just go DANG WOMAN. Either than that well haha nothing much but stay awesome and take care.

Yit Yee - I only knew you a few weeks back but it was a pleasure sitting next to you and having small talks and thank you for being so kind as to let me your umbrella and come down to drop me off. Take care and God Bless You Yit Yee.

Senthil, Darryl, Shie Yiing, Phooi Ting, Gin Li, Ben - I'm sorry I hardly spoke to you guys but I think you guys are really a smart bunch and thanks for everything and a wonderful BPT outing as well. God Bless Everyone.

The Lot 30 Gang -  I know I hardly knew you guys as well but it was fun sitting with you all and also enjoyed the BPT outing with all of you.

Kam Seng - Thanks for taking the picture for me a Melaka sorry I only introduced myself to you on Friday but it was a great Jonker street moment with you as well.

Sam - It was always a pleasure greeting you in the mornings, thanks for being a wonderful asset to the division, and helping me whenever I needed your support. Stay pretty and fanciful. God Bless You.

Mel - Thanks for being a great coordinator for the team building. Stay accelerated and pumped up always.

Jess - You are another Yeng badminton player la Jess, it was a pleasure meeting you and having lunch out with you and thanks for dropping me once to the station. Thank you and god bless.

LE GREAT GANESHA

Ganesh - Cheh wah special category for you. Dearest Ganesh, there's nothing I could say about you. You were simply the most amazing person throughout this internship. I loved everything about you especially your white hair LOLOL. Thanks for being so damn super duper unconditionally funny. You never failed to make me laugh and I swear you're going to be the one I'd miss the most. Thanks for always coaching me to go for gym, thanks for always training me at gym, thanks for the fun after gym chats, thanks for dropping me to my car always, thanks for all the semma gossips, thanks for being a charitable inspiring persons (love how you dig kids), thanks for trying to recommend a suitor for my sis, thanks for the awesome insights about everything, thanks for so randomly dragging me into a random team for team building and it turned out to be the best thing ever, thanks for the most enchanting Ramayana story and mantra (speaking about that I forgot to tell you I had a dream of it the next day), thanks for all the amazing contacts and new friends I made (please send my regards to Pradesh (please tell that mad hatter he's amazing and that if there was one lesson I learnt from him it was to have some self-esteem about myself for he really gave me a reality check when I did that splendid reverse parking), Karthik, Malar, Sri and Rakesh especially), a huge huge thanks for giving me the most inspiring story in which I wrote a poem for. The Unborn Child is now my most favourite piece of work, thanks for being a trustworthy and splendid bar tender, thanks for all your silly symphonies and how you emphasise them, thanks for that lovely song called "Lovely" from Happy New Year (addicted yar), thanks for having all those timeless chats on Lync with all your "la" and "lol" but most of all thanks a million for always making me smile. You really are one of a kind and I really think God made you for a reason. Okay I don't want to start crying now. Meh UNCLEEEEEE. I'm going to miss you sooooooo very much but it's okay it won't end here because you owe me three things and so because you owe me these three things we will always have to keep in touch at some point in the future. You owe me another story called Butterfly Wings, a Vanilla Cigarette and a fishing lesson. But I owe you one as well. Two actually. I owe you a full story with royalty and I owe you something that I can never return to you and that's all that laughter you've given me. You're a happy, smart, chill and cool person and I totally enjoyed my time here at DiGi partially because of you. REMEMBER: Never EVER dye that hair of yours red or you're going to be some failed Sanjay Dutt, it's just combustion, it means you're on fire, keep it white and sexy just like George Clooney but mostly just like yourself cause remember we are all body beautiful and best in our own skin. Don't you ever so much as even think about changing Ganesh cause you're awesome as hell. It's not just me but I've heard a great deal about you from the most random of people on how awesome you are and those stories from strangers always put a smile on my face. Okay so now here's all the sorry I owe you. I'm sorry I took you in my low Wira once, I'm sorry but not so sorry I called you Mr. Ganesh because that's what made me a new friend (although until then I thought you were a creep no offence), I'm sorry I was never consistent at gym but here's ONE thing I'm NEVER going to be SORRY for.......... YOU'RE OLD UNCLEEEEEEEEEEE... HAHAHAHAHA... Oh gosh I could go on and on about you la Ganesh, I hope we can always keep in touch and I'm going to miss you so freaking much... *Tearing already and I've run out of Starbucks as I type this*.... Booohooooo hoooo... Take care Ganesh Chand, infinite loves and God Bless You Big Time You Kindled Spirit You Ganesh :)

THE WRECKING CREW

Little did I know I would so randomly get into this team of people whom I've never ever spoken to and then KABOOM you guys were rocking as hell.

Lawrence - Dear Lawrence... Hi (with a high pitch) (it's always the first thing I say when I come to bug you at your table)... You know you ought to have a category of your own la but I'm putting you here under the Wrecking Crew cause you were like an awesome team leader and it was through this I met such a fun person... First of all I wish to say you're a great team leader, so dedicated and driven... I know the reason why I volunteered to be the MC was to avoid the catwalk but yeah you got me alright but I have no regrets... Many of them enjoyed it and I truly unleashed my best potential working with you... You were always so patient with me, allowing me to share my ideas and most of so supportive and keeping me calm when I was going to freak out reminding me that it was all for fun... FUN - not a word I would want to remember in terms of team building but haha I have to say it was FUN... It was a pleasure working with you... It was great knowing you... Loved the little chats with you, the lunch hours, the tea times but mostly that after lunch party donut session with le gang... You are a very caring person indeed, noticed it when you managed the bus gang really well during team building and how you take a chill pill on your team mates and me... Thanks for introducing me to many new people and helping with my job search... Thanks for including me well in the team building despite being an intern... Thanks for god knows what else... I'm going to miss all those crazy moments and I'm sorry on my part for when I was ultra crazy at team building... I'm going to miss you as well... Always keep in touch Lawrence and send my regards to the cute little (I believe) Lorita Immanuel Lawrence... Pretty... God Bless You Crazy Lawrence... :)

Tawfiq - Tawfiq, you're that bubbly happy man I feel... Hardly kept in touch with you... Chilling with you and my intern friends during CFD in office would be my best memory of you but most of all thanks a great deal for the "Create Space" Amazon page you recommended to me... Take care and god bless you :)

Sonny - You are really such a lovely person Sonny... I'll be honest I thought you were the biggest gangster in town but really you have the biggest heart... You're funny and kind and soft spoken and humble and thanks for telling me not to mix my drinks... Thanks also for recommending me to your boss... I think you're cool as hell man... Rock on with that cute ass ponytail man... It was really fun with you at team building and God Bless you Sonny... :)

Mel - Mel thanks for being so supportive of my speech and giving me confidence... Thanks for doing my make up and spending time with me during team building... It was a pleasure working with you you enthusiastic little spark... Rock On Mel... :)

Loges - I think you've got hell of a lot of swag and you're a total stylo mylo case man but gosh I'll be honest I was just a goner at your dancing skills... Simply amazing... But apart from that I think you're like the cool dude like you have an invisible sun glasses on you constantly hahaha... Anyways thanks for being a fun team mate and thanks for believing that I can be an entertainer hahaha... Keep The Swag On Man... :)

Zul - I hardly spoke to you but you were a cooperative and pleasant team mate as well... Take care and god bless.

Elisabeth - Akka you looked absolutely beautiful on team building night... Thanks for helping out with the sarees and thanks for taking care of my things... You're very kind and keep in touch... :)

Ros - You were simple and simply pretty on team building night... I totally loved the Selfie I took with you... Your ideas too were nice... Thanks for being a great team mate :)

Belle -  You're so gangster sometimes but thanks for being a wonderful team mate as well and helping me take pictures for me.

Azhari - To be honest I don't really know you... Hope you're wife is doing well and hope we can meet sometime in the future... Take care and all the best to you.

Eve Lyn - Hey there, hardly spoke to you as well but you looked rocking in your lengga and on the dance floor. Take care.

Ramesh - It was a pleasure knowing you and knowing that you're a friend's relative. Send my regards to uncle. Enjoyed lunch with you as well and having small talks with you. You're quite enthusiastic sometimes and stay rocking. Before team building I used to just stare at you like I was going to assassinate you hahaha but after knowing you it was really fun. God bless you.

Alice - Dearest Darling Alice, You are such a sweetheart and a gem. Thank you for being with me throughout team building and believing so much in me. Thank you for telling me to have confidence and appreciating my work. You have a very beautiful soul and may God Bless you Alice dear. Sorry I sucked at tying your saree and thanks for being such a pretty person right from the inside up to the outside.

THE INTERNZ GANG

The bunch that I go crazy with I will miss you guys like hell. 

Baizura - I know you can't see this post till I tag you on FB but you deserve to be part of this. You were my first friend and little did I know you would be as crazy as me. I enjoyed puasa with you (the buka part la hahahaha), the bazaar with you, eh I kan dah bagi you satu mail yang panjang amboi. I could go on and on about you. I just love how we have so much in common especially hot uncles. Meh. Just thought I'd buzz you after a long time since it's my last day today.

Faz - You were another amazing shy shy person. It was a pleasure meeting you and joining you for Merdeka. Take care and god bless you dear.

Ashok & Fatima -  Do I even need to start on you two bitches? I would need another separate post just for the two of you. I couldn't love you both more. Ashok don't la so shy shy k. I'm going to miss the angry you haha but don't worry I'll take you temple every week that way I will see you and also get some goodness from you and some points to heaven since I'm a total bad ass. Fatima I am not even going to say a word BABES. Really I'm too damn lazy to sit and think and write a textbook here babes hahahahaha. I LOVEEEEEE YOUUUUUUUUUUUU. GOOD BYE (for now duh... movie and shisha next week bitch) :)

THE HR TEAM

Maxine - Dear Darling Maxine, Thank you for coordinating things for me to get me into this company smoothly, thanks for the treats you gave me, thanks for the great advices you give, thanks for the awesome lunch moments, thanks for dealing with my nautical nonsense, thanks for thinking I'm so funny LOL, thanks for being patient waiting for my MC, thanks for taking in my resume and circulating it for me. Thank you so much for everything Maxine. You were truly there for me all the time. I enjoyed paying visits to you down at HR. I'm going to miss you you Maxine. I'm sorry if I did anything that may have upset you especially making you chase me for that MC. Take care and god bless you so Maxine. Stay in touch always okay. :)

Louisa - Thank you Louisa for coordinating things for me as well and getting me into the company but mostly thanks for letting me know about the opening at Corporate Strategy. Do let me know about the progress on my personal e-mail. I've never met you in person but pray I do in future if I ever get back. I guess you're going to be like that Elf and The Shoemaker to me. You're like that elf who does everything good behind the scenes. God Bless You.

Caroline - Thanks for having that talk with me when I was chasing you for the PO Accruals and I'm sorry I was chasing you like a mad person LOLOL. Thanks for taking my resume and may god bless you.

Grace - I know I like only mailed you today. Well hi and bye but thank you so much for your help and God bless you.

Navin - Dear Navin, It was an absolute pleasure meeting you and talking many things to you. I was most happy to help you with that safety thing and I learnt so much from that from you. I absolutely love your second name hahaha and thanks for introducing me to many other people. Please help me by sending my regards to that Indian uncle who stands near the receptionist or guard house as you always talk to him. You're pretty darn good with what you do and rock on Navin Kanthan :)

Nasri - It was a pleasure working closely with you regarding the PO receiving accruals. Thanks for your advise about the job openings at DiGi and sorry if I harassed you many times via mail for the PO Accruals. LOL. God Bless You.

Cho - Little did I know that it was you whom I was chasing all day long for the PO Accruals LOL. Thank you for responding to my mails but most of all thank you for having that wonderful chat with me on my last day. It was great having met a friend and a guide like you on my last day. I consider myself lucky. Thank you Sir and may God bless you. 

THE MARKETING TEAM

Delina - You are like the bomb of all bombs. You are such a bubbly person and I love your cheeks it's so happy it makes me happy. Thanks for answering my showering mails regarding the Merdeka Parade. It was such fun working with you and the rest of the crew. Do send my regards to all of them if you bump into them. Thanks for taking in my resume and doing something about it. I hope I can be back and work with awesome people like you. Keep spreading your love Delina on Jalan Delima and rock on. Please send my special thanks and love to Emma as well please. I'm not so sure what her mail is but yeah.

Pradeesh - Dear Pradeesh, I only had lunch like once with you and that was it but in that one lunch session you thought me a very valuable lesson when I did a splendid reverse parking. You taught me how to have some confidence in myself not not lack esteem. Today especially I totally regret not having spoken to you more. You really gave me a wonderful boost and I will always keep smiling as you say man. Thanks and God Bless You.

THE CEO's OFFICE

Cheryl - You were such an inspiring person. I'm glad I plucked my courage to say hi to you as we were heading to Reload one day. I loved your advise on where I may start my career if it were in writing and all and thanks for the umbrella the other day. Stay cool and rock on God Bless You.

Adam - It was a pleasure meeting you through Cheryl and working to connect you to my friend. Hope your Youth Summit Promo was a success. Take care and all the best.

CUSTOMER & OPERATIONS

The most random of people, I think every one of you were either a friend's friend or a person I came to know through some form of activity but not fully work related.

Vino - Thanks for dealing with me for all my project requests. Take care and god bless you.

Murali - It was a pleasure meeting you at the donut. You are pretty funny but what I like about you is your burning passion for stamps. You're a rare specimen just like the stamps and thanks so much for helping me out with the outlook name scanner. Take care and stay unique.

Pamela - Thank for being a great Treasure Hunt Coordinator. I know I hardly know you but yeah I just felt like including you in the list because I always speak of you more than you can imagine. I think you really carry yourself with so much poise and charisma and I thought I'd let you know that Pamela. Cheers. 

Rakesh - It was an absolute pleasure meeting you and working out in the gym with you and much thanks to Ganesh for that. You're a very soft spoken and pleasant person to speak to. I'll find out one fine day who this Udhaya is and keep in touch with you I hope. Take care and God Bless You.

Prem - You were such a sport and thanks for that help you gave about my resume. I'm really comfortable around you and it's fun knowing you. Take care keep in touch and god bless you. 

Veena - Veena you're just a bubbly happy person. Keep spreading the love and thanks soooooooooo much for helping me out Veena. It was fun knowing both you and Prem. God Bless you. 

THE SALES TEAM

Amboi-amboi hebat betul la team ni... Asyik kena kacau dari saya kan... Hahaha here's my message to you guys but before that thank you all so much and god bless you all.

Rosenani - Dear Ros, thanks for tolerating my multiple questions and demands during that whole dealer incentive project thingy. You're a good person and may god bless you.

Kak Baya - Thank you so much for letting me use your laptop and sit next to you to harass you like hell for all the data and information I wanted on postpaid.

En. Amir - Thank you Sir for always being so patient to clarify my doubts bila I kacau Kak Isma. You're a very good teacher and an epitome of patience.

Kak Aziah - Thank you for staying back so late to help me give the prices for all the packages. Sorry to have troubled you. Thanks for having breakfast with me once when I bumped into you and I enjoyed that small moment with you.

Kak Isma - Kak Isma Ohhhhhhhhhhh Kak Isma, I paling going to rindu you the most. You ni memang sabar tu gila-gila sabar. Kalau marah pun masih sudi mengajar saya and I'm truly grateful for that. 1+6 la 1+ entah apa la you name you the King of those additions. Thank you for sitting with me always especially that once when you even had a solid meeting with me near your place. I'm so touched and happy to have met you. You shared with me about your past, your kampung, your chocolates and so much more. You even encourage me to join sales and keep me calm when I'm stressed. I'm going to miss you. Take care Kak Isma and jangan rindu I. I takkan lupa Sales department DiGi selama-lamanya. God Bless You All Semua.

THE IT / TECH TEAM

Thanks to all who gave me the required files I needed and to all who helped me set up my computer and solve all my PC problems and supplying me with source files. You know who you are although I hardly know you. I know this message has not reached you but God will send it to you in the most wonderful way someday. Thank you all and God Bless You.

THE DAILY TEAM

Okay so I know this bunch ain't going to read this but still this is what I owe them.

The Receptionists - Thanks Jana and the pretty girl (I'm sorry I don't know your name). It's always nice to see you'll and thanks for helping when I need help always.

The Guards - Mr. Mohan it's sad I only knew you on Friday but it was a pleasure meeting you Saab and Raaz aare Handsome thanks for always greeting me and being so kind. To the others as well thanks to the one who nags me for my tag, the one who handles the boom gate, the one who let's me in and the shy one who says hi when he needs to and so stay rocking everyone.

The Uncle - The one uncle I always greet in the morning. Thank you for doing whatever you do and always giving me a great morning greeting,

Jogi - Mera Bai. You were a great friend indeed. I'll never forget my rides home with you, the wonderful treats at Eat@DiGi and the great memories and talks I had with you. Always putting a smile on my face and telling me I'm worth it. God Bless You Jogi Bai.

Ali - Ali Bai thanks for your wonderful hospitality when serving everyone. It's always a pleasure greeting you and seeing you smile like a Genie.

The Other Uncle - Thank you for always keeping the place speck and span and giving me the best morning smile ever.

The Water Lady - Dang that lady is one tough woman. I can't lift that water tank for nuts but you always do a great job delivering water to us daily. God Bless You.

The Banana Boys - Thanks for always giving us fruits to eat and dealing with us monkeys each day.

The Retail Uncle - It was fun helping you out and making a new friend. Take care and god bless you.

The Retail Akka - Thanks for the advice on the phones.

The Level 3 Crew - Thanks for always keeping the toilets clean and full of toilet rolls.

The Reload Gang -  Thanks for the super tasty food and the loans and discounts. God bless all of you Annes and Uncles.

Mr. Khir - Dear Mr. Khir, How can I forget you? Thank you sooooooooooo much Pak Cik for picking us up each day and dropping us back safely, getting our letters and bringing us the papers. I always enjoyed talking to you. I'm going to miss you and that yellow van so much. Stay awesome pak cik and take care of yourself. God Bless You.

EVERYBODY

I'm am truly honoured to have been part of this family. My heart has become truly yellow and I'm sorry if I've done any mistake or hurt anyone whether directly or indirectly and if I missed out anyone my sincere apologies but you will always be remembered and thank you everyone for taking me through this wonderful journey. There's like 2000 of you but I've only mentioned about 70 of you here. Well to the other 1930 I sure hope to see you all soon. So I'm guessing I've come to the conclusion of my love letter but then again it can never end. Take care everyone and remember keep smiling.

God Bless Everyone :)

THANK YOU ALL :)

MEOW WOW DA

What more can I say? You’re a year older now yakka. Like finally the 5th of November arrived to get you into the old folks’ gang.


So eppadi eppadi??? Appadi Appadi!!!

My Dearest Oldest Immortal Little Sham,

Happy Yappy Birthday Love.

Now how shall I start?

Let’s go on a walk down memory lane shall we???

So once upon a time, I met an innocent little girl, hair all braided neatly to the back (yeah it’s always about the hair) with hidden secrets between those plaits (the curls I mean haha). Really I can’t remember how I met you prolly through prefects but the very first friendly moment I can ever remember would be at yellow house meeting. So let’s start there shall we???

So one fine day I ACTUALLY went for Satria house practice and it was behind the scout room where I can vaguely remember really befriending you and I really think that was one of THE moments of my life. I don’t know why till today I can’t seem to recall anything about you but that very warm moment where I was asking you about which schools you were from and how you used to be like the only Indian kid in your school and all. Oh well, and that’s where the spark began.

Then I swear I have no idea where you were for the next three years but it sure did rekindle back in form 4 and was at its pinnacle in form 5.

Nostalgia.

Time for the “DO YOU REMEMBER” moments.

Do you remember how we used to stay back in the prefects room and do crap.

Do you remember how we used to plan our failed study timetable and diet plan.

Do you remember the walks to Sukumaran and Sri Devi.

But you know what I remember the most???

The fact that I could call you at any time of the night and tell you all my sob stories and you would always give me a shoulder to lean on and that so that my dear now brings us to the moment of thanks.

Thanks of course for all the late night calls.

Thanks for always giving me cute little things in which I can remember you in the biggest ways.

Thanks for always listening to me and being the only shoulder I can actually sit and pour out to 100%.

Thanks for all the wow da and meow moments.

Thanks for tolerating my fights and still patching up with me and that’s what makes you rock.

But most of all thanks for being by my side till today at this very moment.

Dear Sham,

You truly are a best friend and I hope it stays that way forever till death do us apart and maybe even then. Happy birthday sweetheart and may God shower you with all your deepest desires. I’m sorry I couldn’t call you at midnight like I always do but hey hey I love you. Timing le rhyming varanum.

I love you Sham forevermore and keep those curls rocking.

PODI.

MEH

Too lazy to find a picture and too lazy to do anything so everything shall be black

You know I'm just going to make this very unofficial. Yeah because I'm a lazy as who is not up to par when it comes to intellectuality. Nice. I like big words. I like bombastic words. Like meh. 

Anyway, I'm here sipping my Milo Shake more like it in the name of writing an article which is actually just this. I'm like in the need of getting my own credit card just so I can make transactions online at ease without having to wait for my dad to let me know the approval codes that are sent to his freaking phone. 

Anyway, again, what's worse is I don't know if I should take my exams or not. Should I way the pros and cons. The cons are that I'm lazy, lazy and lazy. The pros is that I'm lazy and so getting to get off work early. Conclusion, I suck. 

OMG this post is so short. Where has all the length I have gone to??? Time to start blabbering.

Did you know I made a 3 page Rental Contract and also a Fashion Show Script. Fuck yeah I rock and have something to fall back to if ever. Oh how it will crumble the invisible wall that I have set in my imagination. Meh.

Running out of words. Shoots self down. 

DIE. 

HAIRY LITTLE THING CALLED LOVE

It's been a while. Well that's just my basic start up. I'm always in the mood but at lost for words but today I simply must. Whatever comes let it be. I'll just write what's running in my tangled brain, mind or whatever you call it that is controlled by the heart. 

So, well, practically, today officially or unofficially marks 2 years since I last cut my hair like literally okay not literally. I've had a few trims here and there but not like the official chop off session which I did back then. Well the exact date was 28th of September if I'm not wrong. It should be a Thursday but still I prefer leaving it as the 1st of October since well it's much easier to recall shit like this on very general dates. 

But today also marks the unofficial 2nd year of other things as well. Well I suppose a lot of thing happened on this very date officially 2 years ago on the 1st of October 2012. 

It was my official hair cut off date.
It was the first day of my final year. 
It must have been somebody's birthday.
Somebody could have fallen in love.
I could have fallen in love. 
Anything can happen.
Anything could have happened.

But here I am writing while waiting for many more splendours to happen.
Should I cut my hair? is a very powerful yet disturbing question that is running in my head. 

I don't know.

Oh well, anyway, today me and the S7 went to watch Annabelle and it's pretty disturbing for the fact that it has no ending. SUCKS.

But what's nice was I remember this day. 
The 1st of October 2014. 
Two years too long baby. 

Things are so near yet so far. I don't know. Maybe I'll wait another year. Two of everything ain't always good. Three is a crowd but it loosens my doubt. 

When you dislike a person's ways but like the person itself it's always hard to gauge what you actually want out of them for yourself. In the end it's just another selfish world of a façade. 

The day I cut my hair might just be the day I will never grow or fall out of love. 

I can't put an end to this just like my hair. 

NOT JUST YET 

MY UNBORN CHILD

A Tale Inspired By Ganesh Chand

The lust from my breath, blowing against her fragile neck,
The silence that's broken, from a pleasurable pain.
Both of us drowned, at the pinnacle of nirvana,
Both of us strangers, after a sinful game.

Months there after, she got on to her knees,
Pleading me for mercy, for the child I yet to see.
I shunned her, I shooed her, I pushed her away,
She fell to the floor, bleeding with pain.

And to moan for the death of an unborn one,
Seemed ridiculous to me, until one day it begun.
For from the edge of the corner, of my big blue room,
Appeared a little shadow, and a boy full of gloom.

I closed my eyes for a second, then I opened them to be sure,
Hallucinations maybe, from ninety nine glasses of beer.
He still stood there, with his posture so straight,
He stared right at me, as I felt a mighty weight.

I sent myself to sleep, I consoled my heavy heart,
I slept with dreams of comfort, but I woke with a start.
I lifted the curtains around me, to let in a little light,
But I still saw darkness, it was the boy and he was a blight.

A visit to the doctor, a visit to the witch doctor,
Both of which simply, ended in vain.
I sat, I strayed, I pleaded and I prayed 
Nothing seemed to take, the miserable boy away.

I still indulged, in dirty desires,
I still fulfilled, my guilty pleasures.
I still strayed, on untouched meadows,
I learnt to live with my three shadows.

A penny I gave, to a famished man once,
The joy I felt was simply, abundance,
The boy that tagged me, never ever smiled,
But that was the day I saw a glow in his eyes.

Deeds a million, I started henceforth,
But it never summed up, to my sins' worth.
It never mattered to me, to equalize things,
But to see the boy happy, would make my heart swing.

I crept very slowly, between the days of my life,
With no family, with no kids, with no woman called wife.
This boy set my spirit, on a fire so wild,
I couldn't help but accept him, as my unborn child.  

Alas, I laid, on my cold death bed,
My unborn child, with his lap under my head.
He spoke to me, for the very first time,
"Papa, you're a good man, but you can never wash away the grime"

"I was never your son, I was never alive,
I only reduced your burden, which you never would have survived.
The curse of an avenging Constance,
The mother of your conscience."

R.I.P.

PETER & GORDON

Please lock me away...
And don't allow the day...
Here inside...
Where I hide...
With my loneliness...
I don't care what they say...
I won't stay...
In a world without...

LOVE

SENSIBLE WITHOUT YOU

He plays with his eyes as much as he plays with his words,

He plays with his words as much as he plays with his actions,

I test my senses, all of which have failed,

To surrender is my only reaction.

The scent of his white collar,

It blocks my nose that smells no danger,

The murmur of his mumbles,

It deafens me from disaster, 

The touch of his hand,

It tempts my desire, 

The lips that are meant to lock mine,

It makes me want to starve forever.

There is but one sense he's not taken from me, 

I see, I see, I see,

I see the lies beyond his truth, 

I see the moves that deceive my youth, 

I see the shenanigans he try to avoid,

I see the conspiracy with himself,

I see the confusion of his mind,

I see the man that becomes a child.

But my sight too he does not spare, 

For when I see, I see, I see, 

I see into his eyes,

All that I have seen gets misty into disguise, 

There is nothing left for me,

I'm blinded by the light,

The love that sees nothing,

But perfection despite he being a blight.

Alas, he's taken it all away from me,

He's crippled me with his plan,

To seek the love of the impossible he,

I must be pretty mad, I must be horribly mad,

Either or over this man. 

SENSELESS IN LOVE

A PECK ON THE CHEEK

           This is the story of a girl called Amutha. She was 8 years old in 2003. I am her dad, Ragu. I am an author who writes many famous novels. One of my favourite novels is about a baby girl who was forced to be abandoned by her mother who was a Sri Lankan refugee. Amutha’s mom is a homemaker. She has a grandfather, Mr. Soomu who is comitee member in the Rameshwaram refugee camp. She has two younger brothers Nickillen and Suresh. Well, this seems to be a happy family, but only until the truth was hidden.

            It was 2004. Half a year flew by so fast. It was Amutha’s 9^th birthday. Her mom asked me if it was okay to let her know the truth. Wasn’t she a bit too young? I took Amutha to the temple that day, then to Marina Beach. Amutha was running in circles around me on the fine sand of the beach. The sun shone so bright, making the sand particles shine like diamonds.

            Finally the truth was out. I plucked all my courage to say that Amutha was adopted. At first she laughed in disbelief and then tears started to roll down her soft cheecks. She ran far away from me. I brought her home. She was moody the whole day. As dawn was coming to an end, Priya was preparing dinner. Nickillen and Suresh were in their room. Grandpa was on his rocking chair browsing through some books. Amutha was on my lap as I was swinging on the built in home swing. It was a very quiet and dull environment when out of the blue Amutha asked, “Who are my real parents Appa?”

            I was silent. My dad then explained, “I don’t know who your dad was but your mom was a refugee at my Rameshwaram camp. All the refugees that came in tiny boats from Lanka were in total despair. Your mom was conceiving then. As I was explaining to them some of the rules, your mom suddenly had her labour pain. A few weeks after that she had to go back to Ceylon because that was her homeland. Therefore, she left you at the Rameshwaram Kids Care Centre. Her name was…….M.D.S….Ah, yes! M.D. Shyama.” I then said, “It was only her one finger that touched you through that window. The only form of bond the mother could have with the child. With tears in her eyes and cuts in her heart she ran away from the innocent infant.” Amutha knew in a moment that those lines were from my novel. My favourite one. The following day was a Monday. Amutha went to school but did not come back. My sister Laxmi came to my house looking worried saying that Damendran, her son, was missing too. True enough Amutha and Damen were on a bus to Chennai in search of her mother, Shyama. I managed to find them and Amutha got some serious firing from her mom.

            From that day onwards, Amutha was being rude to her mom. Amutha was begging me and Priya to take her to Sri Lanka. Finally, I came home with three tickets to Lanka. Amutha hugged both of us. Nickel and Suresh did not know our purpose to Lanka.

            Upon our arrival at Colombo we met a friend who was going to help us. He was a Singhales man. His name was Nimarande, also known as Niran. Amutha went sight seeing everywhere. After two days we went to Jaffna. Unfortunately, that day the troops asked everyone to evacuate the area because they were going to put a bomb there. As everyone was walking in a line, some driving trucks, I, Priya, Amutha and Niran were in the search of Shyama. We found a lady by the name of Shyama. At that moment the bomb blasting started. The lady said she too had a daughter but it was not Amutha and she was not M.D. Shyama. Then the lady quickly ran away.

            Then we went to Kandy. We went to Niran’s house a bit deep in the village. Amutha went exploring the village when she saw some girls in army wear pointing a gun at her. She ran back home, crying. The same time I and Niran went for a walk and some Tamil soldiers caught us and almost shot us. Luckily I shouted some of my poetry lines in Tamil to make the soldiers believe that we were Tamils. The leader of the troop realized that I was a well known poet. The troop leader, Selvam, said that it was not save for me to hang out with Niran who was a Singhales. I explained that Niran was nice and that Niran understood Tamil. I then told Selvam my purpose to Sri Lanka. Selvam looked surprised and said that M.D. Shyama was his sister. She was now in the army. Selvam promised to bring his sister one day to meet me. I and Niran went home and broke the good news to Amutha. She was excited.

            I am a good author. Niran then recomended to me that I have a small show. My fans in Kandy would love it. So on Tuesday it was my speech at a hall. Amutha and her mom went out across the street to the bench because they found my speech kind of boring. Amutha then saw a man on a wheel chair reading a book. She went to talk to him and they started to have a conversation about the book he was reading. Then he left to go across the street but he forgot his book. Amutha took his book and ran to give it to him when suddenly he blasted. He was a suicide bomber. She had a few scares and was in a state of shock. Her mother grabbed her and everyone started to scatter.

            The next day, Amutha, I, Priya and Niran went to a street at Kandy to finally meet Shyama. We were waiting but no one came. It was about time to leave but Amutha was reluctant to leave. Suddenly, some soldiers came and started hiding. Priya called her to leave but she was stubborn. A gun was shot and bombs started to explode. I took my family to hide. As they we running a stone cracked my glasses. Priya got a gunshot in her arm. Amutha had many terrible scares and a huge one on her forehead. She was terrified. She hated the place. Niran quickly came in his car and fetched us home. Amutha had 3 stiches on her head.

            The next day we were leaving for India. We thanked Niran for his help and bid goodbye. As we were leaving for the airport, Amutha asked me to just stop by the street again. We got down and waited. As we were about to leave, an auto came there and stopped. Selvam got down. After him was a lady. It was Shyama. She came nearer to us. It started to rain. Amutha looked at her and said, “I have got a few questions for you.” “Can I start?” Shyama said okay.

“Why did you leave me?” asked Amutha. Shyama started to tear, “the situation was such.” Then Amutha continued, “do you love me?” Shyama cried and grabbed Amutha. She kissed Amutha and said “Yes of course, of course!” Amutha too started to cry and asked Shyama to come to India with her. “It is so much more peaceful there,” she said. Shyama just could not go. Shyama turned to go back to the auto. “Amma!” Amutha shouted. “Amma, don’t go!” Shyama turned and said, “don’t call me that, I can’t go.” She the ran back to Amutha and gave her a hug and kiss. Amutha gave her a scrapbook she made for her. Shyama took it and ran back to the auto. Amutha could only watch the auto go out of sight.

            I then hugged Amutha and said, “Never mind Amutha. We still love you equally.” Priya kissed Amutha and asked, “You do love us right?” Amutha smiled and said yes. We looked at each other and smiled.      

KANNATHIL MUTHAMITTAL 

ARBEIT MACHT FREI

Based on a short documentary I viewed entitled ‘Hitler, Jews and Genocide’, I could clearly see that the Nazis in Germany of the 1930s were an unfortunate breed of the human species as they were grasped tightly in the hands of Satan. When the Nazis came to power during that time, they severely tortured and killed millions of Jews. This was known as the holocaust. The holocaust was the systematic execution of as many Jews as possible. This process was mainly done by the SS under the supervision of Heinrich Himmler. The mastermind behind this atrocious event was the greatest dictator of all times, Sir Adolf Hitler.

Hitler despised the Jewish community for he regarded them as people of an impure race. Whoever whom he assumed was not the so called pure Aryans the Germans considered themselves, he wished to execute. I think the problem was not whether the Jews were pure or impure. The thing is that Jews did not believe that Jesus was their messenger and also they managed to pull through smoothly during the Great Depression when all others were in a terrible financial state. I think the issue with Hitler was that he simply had green eyes. Jealousy had over powered his mind, making him make a rash decision by framing the Jews as dishonest, money lending, communist people.

He placed the Jews in concentration camps where they were deprived of their individuality instead they were given numbers. It was sad to see people being deprived of their own names and given numbers as though they were some sort of object being labeled. In 1941, the pitiful Jews were evacuated to ghettos where families squeezed into one room and there was scarce supply of food and water. When I heard the pain in a child’s cry, it sent shivers down my spine. People who were caught smuggling food, risked public execution. I was pretty amazed though by the fact that a little Jewish kid was dropping out so many vegetables from his pants when he got caught. I wonder where all that space came from? I guess when you are desperate for something you will try and get the most of it by hook or by crook.

The Germans realized that shooting the Jews down was a failure as it was a slow and messy process. They then came up with the most brilliant idea ever. They gassed the Jews. Honestly speaking, hats off to their master plan as it was a job well done. The chambers, the cyanide, the crematorium, everything was perfectly prepared. It was only terrifying when the narrator mentioned, “there were to be machines to kill human beings by the millions”. I have heard of machines designed to kill fishes and chickens by the millions but not humans. An inhuman technology of the 20^th century it was to kill the human race by the millions. Why? Why was Hitler such an animal? If I had the chance to put some serious sense into his head I would tell him that there was only one race that God created and that is the Human race. There is also only one religion that any God would want us to follow and that is the religion of Love.

The time for resettlement arrived and Jews all over Europe were scurrying about to get to resettlement camps. It was a pity that they were not aware that in resettlement camps they were going to be settled once and for all. There was one particular part that really disturbed me. It was when the Jews got on to the train to get to the camps. The narrator said with so much emotion, “The minute we got in, the minute they closed it on us with a bolt, terrible cries began inside in Polish, Yiddish, German pleading, requests, there’s no air. We’re suffocating, suffocating, suffocating”. It gave me goose bumps. I disliked the part where the dead bodies were looked at as recycling objects. Women’s hair were shaved, gold and false teeth were being pulled out and spectacles being collected in a heap. Was Hitler so sadistic that he could not allow a person to be cremated in a perfect condition? There was one part I enjoyed though and that was when a splash of brain fell on Himmler’s coat when he went for a visit to a concentration camp. I was laughing my head off.

Hitler disliked the Jews for he claimed them to be a dishonest bunch of people. First of all, he made a false impression to the German public and the International Red Cross by producing a propaganda film that portrayed the lives of the Jews being comfortable in resettlement camps when actually half of them were dead. Secondly, he should have looked into a mirror and asked himself, now who’s the big fat liar? A coward he was for destroying all forms of evidence of the mass murder mission. If he was right that the Jews were so called impure and that they must be murdered why would he remove evidence and create unnecessary films? Some of the Jews were also cowards for jumping into the pits to commit suicide. I salute those who fought bravely in the ghettos for 33 days.

The Jews of this 21^st century are now quite powerful and seem like a dangerous lot of people. They are causing devastation in Palestine and are also supplying sophisticated war equipments to other countries. Israel supplied Kfir fighter-bombers to the Sri Lankan government which was used to wipe out innocent Tamils in Jaffna, Sri Lanka. An anonymous commented one day as I was watching this documentary. He said that Hitler was stupid for he should have killed more Jews. Well I opposed his statement because I think that if Hitler did not start this act of injustice maybe the current Jews would not be doing all of this. I am guessing that they are finally showing out their frustration on the world for what had happened approximately 70 years ago when the Germans were being oblivious towards them.

Religion and Science believe that the world is gradually coming to an end. Humans will perish totally. Some say the Sun is going to explode. Some say it’s going to be an asteroid. Some say natural disaster. Hollywood says the earths crust will open up. I say it’s going to be war. If only we could avoid war and torture, maybe we would lead better and longer lives. People like Hitler tried to spark something that lead to something worse today. If only every single person on this earth listened and applied the song ‘Imagine’ sung by John Lennon, truly the world would be as one. One race called humans, one religion called love, and one peaceful place called EARTH.

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